Where Rainbows End.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Okay how do I've started this? I felt so empty, gloomy, moody, very not in the mood in anything, everything etc. etc. Oh God, what is wrong with me? I can't handled this silly things by myself. I can't. I was thingking what people always said 

"All good things comes to those who wait"

 I'm waiting wahai kebaikkan. Kenapalah kau tak timbul? watafak.

Aku nak jerit yang aku dah penat. I'm really "get tired" of this. If I still keeping this up I won't be happy. "2012" tahun yang sukar. Sangat. In 2012 i've got a lot of conflicts. Friendship, Schools, Teachers, Classmates, Debates team, Family,Parents, Loves, Siblings, Boarding school, Exams, Bitch Of The Year, Asrama's higher up. Sometimes, I menagis sorang-sorang. Its really a difficult year, a hard year.

I don't know how to make everything perfect like I wished for. I'm literally dying. Many things happened. Its too totured and hurtful.

 Sekarang lagi satu masalah. How can I get run of this things? I don't know what did I want? What did I need? Who should I tell all my stories? Friends? Family? It left a great pain when nobody even cares at the time you need them. The best answer is I need Allah. Yess. Just I have to accept the facts, no one cares about me except for myself.

Kbaiiii.