Look at the bright side

Hi guys! Things goes wrong lately............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... and its like almost everything lol. Im not here to tells all about my problem and cried like a little kids. Im not a kid anymore, right? Yknow when this kind of things happened in my life i will keep cakap dekat diri sendiri  "things will be okay, everything will be alright" even if it is not or even things will be more worst after this.You have to have some faith in your self believe in yourself, asked yrself sampai bila nak jatuh. Mama selalu cakap kalau jatuh bangun,

jatuh bangun

jatuh bangun

jatuh bangun

jatuh bangun

sometime things yang kita tak expect and sometimes the biggest fear in our life, benda tu akan jadi. The solution apa? Bangun. Bangun. Bangun. All things happened for a reason. So do you! You are here for the reason. You live in this mean world to be what you want to be! Jangan just because putus cinta tidur 3 tahun and do nothing to your life, maybe ni wake up call untuk you sendiri sedar what should you do kalau you dah hilang kekuatan diri when we are depending too much on someone else, and sometimes kita lupa yang dekat atas tu. He is the one who you should depending on, not he its He capital HE. Yes who is He? Allah. Kita lupakan dont we? Dont be afraid of challenge in your life, you have Him. Tell everything to Him. Dont ever forget Him, no matter what. I repeat no matter what. Next you have to find your own strength and you will be fine. I know what did i wrote is totally wasnt me, i have a fear on losing the people that i love, i pun selalu lupa kan yang dekat atas tu because i am a humans, so kita kena saling ingat mengingati lah kan. I will tell you stories about my childhood, somehow i dont know why i trusted someone too much and terlampau depending on people sampai bila i hilang someone i rasa lost sangat and it is so unhealthy. I really did, i tak makan for a week, i tak pergi class my life messed up sangat at that time, biasalah first time putus cinta lol, at that time i rasa takde siapa dah nak temankan i pergi class, takde siapa dah nak temankan i makan and takde siapa dah nak ajar i itu ini, takde siapa dah nak dengar masalah i, pathetic gila hahahahahaha, rasa nak gelak pun ada bila i ingat balik. Totally lifeless gila hidup i. In life once in a while kita akan lalui all of those kind of things, zaman selebet, zaman people-dont-mind-you at all, zaman pathetic, macam people always said lah, dalam hidup ni ada ups and down, i used to lose my love of my life ceyyy, i used to lose my bestest of the friend, in the end bila satu benda negative dah datang dalam hidup kau, kau akan lost, and semua benda yang kau buat akan turns out jadi negative. As what i said before, kalau jatuh bangun, sebab mungkin ni wake up calls untuk you, untuk you ubah diri you jadi a better person. I used to lalui semua bullshit in high school life and college life so cam sekarang pergi mamps. Lol, you dont have to give a damn langsg dengan opinion orang, take everything as a positive things to your life walaupun  teruk mana pun, looked at the bright side, some of the people sekeliling kita akan ada one of them yang tak pernah say a nice things to us, apa yang dia tahu judge. So what everyone tend to judge people, even ourselves pun judge orang so ignore. Do your own things, jngn voice out lngsg or cakap dia ni jenis judgemental even if they are bcause by saying other people a judgemental pun we are labeling people. So everyone stop! Diam diam je and do your own things. Dress well, jangan kacau life orang, live your life well. In sha Allah you will live your life at ease ceyyyyy. I have my own weakness, i write all of this things actually for the sake of myself so that bila i down, i tengok balik on the bright side and so tht i will always tell to myself to think postive in everything even it is hard, you know what things goes wrong and life become hard from day to day but you will never be the worst for your own self and you will always be the best for your own self so, be the best version of you okay? Be nice to everyone, always have faith to the people that you love and the most important things is have faith to yourself. So guys! Have a good day! Goodnight! Lights out. Bye

At 2:37 am  

Its been a while

Hey guys. Whaddup?

Its been a while i do not updated my blog huh? So since no one is going to read my blog, i will just write this entery for myself jelah bcs tadi i scroll the dashboard and none of friend especially my high school friend update their blog maybe dieorg rasa dah ketinggalan zaman lah kot update blog lol. Mampus hahahaha i love writing so much and for me from writing i can express my feelings and how do i feel since everybody have no time to hear my bullshit, since my bullshitting skills tinggi beb hahaha. Everything doing fine alhamdulillah. So pejam celik pejam celik right now i tengah finals untuk semester 3 and another 2 weeks dah nak masuk semester 4 dah. Alhamdulillah i surround myself with a beautiful's heart people. Im not regret for taking tesl in ipts pulak tu kan tahu je lah mentality typical malaysian ni kan lol. I don not regret at all. I am doing my diploma in tesl in msu and i feels like everything is fine semuanya senang je alhamdulillah. So this 2015 im offically dah 19 dah. This 19 yrs taught me a lot about   life. I learned that bila kita dah dewasa ni we do not have to be too depending on something or satu side je nanti in the end diri sendiri yang sakit. Belajar lah hidup sendiri, belajar untuk appreciate orang, be nice, do good, be educated, live your life and dress well.....you will be fine. Believe me. Life is beautiful. Life ada ups and down but then from the ups and down you'll be notice siapa yangtak  ada dngn kau and siapa yang ada dngn kau time senang je. In life,we tend to mengeluh, sakit, pedih tapi cuba kita tengok balik apa yang kita buat kat orang sometimes is too toured and hurtful to them but dieorg diam and act cool je so that orang tak panggil dieorang oversenstive "benda sikit tak boleh gurau" "no fun lah dengan kau" "nak attention lah tu sikit sikit terasa" kadang kadang dalam tak sedar kita sbnrnya banyak dah sakitkan hati orang and we dont realized that. So be nice, be kind. Remember; you always get what you give. If you want people to love you, give the love to your friend. If you want people treat you well, be kind and do good to everyone. Seek the satisfaction in other's happiness. If people do bad to you, it is okay for you not to do the same. Walaupun orang akan ckap yang kau ni bodoh but, it is okay beb. Believe me Tuhan maha adil. Jangan jauhkan diri dengan Tuhan and you'll be fine. Just ingat je. Kalau kita nak jadi cantik from physically we need effort dont we? Same goes to your heart, kalau kita nak bentuk hati kita jadi bersih and baik, we need some effrot. Make things simple for everyone. Make things simple for yourself. Have courage and have faith in yourself, kalau diri sendiri tak percaya diri sendiri then siapa? No one cares about yourself only you care acout your own self. So do good, be the best version of yourself. So i guess that is all for today since i hve a lot of things to study. So have a good day! Be a good girl and a good boy! 
Bye. Assalamualaikum.

I believe in yesterday.

untuk tahu kesedeharnaan

itu hidup

untuk sedar yang jahat ada dalam baik

itu hidup

untuk sedar yang baik ada dalam jahat

itu hidup

untuk rindu senyuman dan tangis

itu hidup

untuk menghargai suatu ikatan dan hubungan

itu hidup

untuk tahu ketidak sempurnaan

itu hidup

Well, life taught me so well

11:18am

Happiness.

Assalamualaikum

Sup fresh people?

So how u guys doing? So pernah tak dengar orang cakap

"kalau tak boleh buat orang happy, jangan buat orang sakit hati"

In life kalau kita rasa in friendship tu kita happy, but then pernah tak ambil tahu apa yang best friend kita rasa? Happy ke, bebiasa ke because terlampau berpegang kpda "happy sendiri" selfish namanya tu. Says who? Says who kita kena pentingkan happy diri sendiri je? I just realized this things I found that my best friend are happier with his previous best friend. Demi Allah, demi tuhan I tak marah lngsg it is just aku baru sedarrr weh. Dah 2 tahun kawan weh kakkakaka nak emosi pulaksss. Takpela my best friend's happiness is mine too. Cehhh. Kata orang bila orang yang kita sayang happy, kita pun akan happy.

Kalau tak mampu buat orang happy, jngan halang apa yg buat dia happy

8:31pm

I am perfect.

Hi assalamualaikum

How time flies, hm sedar tak sedarlah kan dah besar dah nabila. I'm eighteen on my way to nineteen. Nak kawin dah!!! Kakakakaka

So how my lovelies readers doing? Title cehhh kemain, kah kah kah. K main point dekat sini ialah SELF ACCEPTANCE. How we terima ourselves. Tak semua cantik, hv a fair skin, nice body, pretty faces. Tak semua happy, semua orang ada hard times. In life memangla ada ups&down. It is very important to accept ourselves just the way we are without complained or being regret for being ourselves. I'm not telling aku ni langsung tak pernah insecure dengan perempuan yang lagi cantik dari aku, kurus urgh. Gila tak insecure?!! Actually, aku pun ada masalah dngn self confident. But I don't hate myself & I'm not regret for being myself. Kita banyak insecure dengn physical stuff it is so unhealthy sebenarnya, yela boleh buat self confident jatuh bruh. Since we live in a mean world semua pandang physical stuff. Kan? Takpelah we learn from it. Kalau yr fashion sense tak berapa sangat, belajar. Kalau u feels ugly, make up. Ala pakai make up basic pun takpe compact power sikit, lipstick sikit. Make up untuk dapatkan confidence. Ala make up tak payah heavy sangat pun takpe centu centu je. Some people yang konon natural beauty tak pakai make up said org yg pkai make up ni nak attention la blablabla. Pegila lantak. We can't please everyone. We live for our own life. Learn to love yrself. Be nice to everyone, do a good deeds to everyone, jaga hubungan dengan tuhan. In Sha Allah u will loves yr life, yr existence worth for someone. Ignore pple yg suka bad mouth kau. To those pple yg selalu bad mouth orang better take a look yrself in a mirror. And plus it is waste yr mouth energy to talking bad about people.

In life mesti ada yang baik dalam keburukkan, tak semua negative walaupun kita rasa everything goes wrong actually it is not. Tuhan tak kejam, kita yang lupa untuk bersyukur. Tuhan tak pernah salah untuk tentukan apa yg terbaik.

Night.

2:18 am

At 3:40 am

Hello everyone!!! Assalamualaikum.
Nawwh, I miss blogging. Dah lama I've been searching my blogs passwords. Since I love to write, a lot actually, it is the only way makes me feels better. Its been almost a year aku tinggalkan zaman blog. Syukur masih wujud. Kah kah kah. My life are so blessed alhamdulillah. I surround with a lovely people. Right now, im doing my diploma in TESL in Msu. So banyak gila nak cerita bruh kakakakaka. I'm so not in a good mood, but syukur i hv lantai untuk bersujud to escape myself from pains, worried, anger etc etc. Oh nway, I dah pakai tudung kakakakakaka. Pple said kalau nak pakai tudung pkai betul2, but then thy judge. Itulah manusia. So many negative assumption yg i dengar kadang2 benda yg diaorg ckptu tak membina pun "u nmpak lagi fashionable kalau tak pakai tudung" "ala sayangnya u pakai tudung rambut u cantik" banyak temptation tapi kena la tahan. Ikr how it feels kalau tak pakai tudung nk kluar sarung cardigan je, but then kalau dah pkai tudung, kalau nak kluar kna tukar baju lagi, pakai tudung lagi, cari serkup kalau hilang, belum lagi pin hilang tu. I know hahahaha. Tapi for me its worth it tho. Kita rasa tanggungjawab dkat diri sendiri terlaksana. Tapi benda ni takes time juga. Kena ada spirit yg kuat juga kena ada org support jngn lagi menjatuhkan senang cerita if u don't hv a nice things to say, don't say anything. Guys gtg bai muah ciked muahh

Senior year.

Hii Sunshine, Assalamualai-aik Muslimss.

   Legaaaaaaaaaaaa weh. CNY's holiday finally coming. You can't imagine how bad it is the life of SPM candidate. Sucks, boring, and so called uninspired. I've to very ready to face this BIG EXAM awaiting for me. Can't you guys see how am I busying with my studies. Oh god! I AM Literally dying -__-

  I woke up from my bed at 4.30 am belajar-belajar-belajar. 5.45 am went to surau to perform subuh's prayers and its JEMAAH. 6.45 am: SCHOOL Bla-Bla-Bla-Bla. 1.30 pm went back to asrama. Makan-Makan-Makan. Bla-Bla-Bla. Belajar, finished my homework. Tidur japp. Bla-Bla Malam prep's classes. FPhuuu! Every saturday i've got a Math, AddMath and Physics tution. From 9.30 am to 4.15 pm. Arghhhhh! My homework as if I was not in school for many years. SPM stressed me out. Like seriously i'm not ready yet. I repeat.

I'M NOT READY YET! 

Why do I turned seventeen so fast? I'm so regret of wishing to grow older. Ohh Nevermind. Its okay love its for your own bright future khaaaan :) 

Off for AddMath homework bye guys. 

HAVE A BEAUTIFUL HOLIDAY :)

I MISS GLEE SO BAD.